(If you only knew) A poem I wrote about Type 1 Diabetes and my feelings

It’s sunny, but it’s rain’in
It’s funny, but it’s sad
It feels good, but it made me sick
I wanted to laugh, but I cried instead
Take your newspaper and read it
no one cares about it
I can’t see anymore– I can’t scream loud enough– now my chest hurts
maybe it’s from the heart ache I feel, but how do I really care?
It’s sunny, but it’s rain’in
It’s funny, but it’s sad
It feels good, but it made me sick
I wanted to laugh, but I cried instead……..
You wanted an answer, bu—–t
you complained about what I said!!
You don’t have any class SO go away!
You don’t have any gas to drive–so take a bus!
Go far away so I don’t see you anymore!!
It’s sunny, but it’s rain’in
It’s funny, but it’s sad
It feels good, but it made me sick
I wanted to laugh, but I cried instead
now the pain is here to stay
now did you hear about the pain
now the numbness has come
it seems to be my spurious friend
for now I’ll smile fake as a clown
I’ll cry no more, no one cares
I’ll care no more like my all my trifling peers
but I’ll pretend with a smug smile
It’s sunny, but it’s rain’in
It’s funny, but it’s sad
It feels good, but it made me sick
I wanted to laugh, but I cried instead
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About Tim

I'm a blogger that writes about Type 1 Diabetes. I do this because I have 2 daughters with Type 1. I also have a another daughter and a baby boy that do not, I would prefer they don't get diagnosed either.
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